Saturday, August 05, 2006


Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

they aren't really babies anymore, sniff sniff. When did they grow up so fast? When did they get so big?

I'm having a bout of baby fever. We had a pregnancy "scare" here last week (I was 6 days late, but started right after taking the test....argh), and since then I have been thinking about babies. Scary.

S is all for it. He so badly wants a boy, but doesn't care either way; he just wants another baby. Me? Well, in theory another sounds great. Then I get to thinking about how much work is involved, and how tired I still am. The girls are sleeping great, but I'm not. I still get up twice a night. I want some "normal" sleep to happen first before throwing another infant in the mix.

Besides, the girls are becoming best friends. I don't know what having another kid would do to that. I know they would all get along. But, do I want to change the dynamics like that?

So many questions.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006


my brain, it's dead.


This work training is killing me. What with all the learning, and the typing, and the searching for codes I don't even know the meaning of.

And if anyone tells me I need a cover page on my TPS report I am so setting fire to the building.*